Serious Target Freak Out

So, yesterday I went to Target to pick up a couple of things and decided to swing by the clothing department (because face it, you can't just walk past it). I saw this super cute outfit that would be wonderful for both work and every day outtings. I went to the dressing room to try it on, and low and behold the pants were almost to small.

Freak out NOW.

Seriously, I can't go up another size - I just can't. In the past two years I went up two sizes!!

So, I quickly jogged over to the work out section and picked up nice running outfits. (because I needed to JOG and work off some of this weight) I picked up some cute shorts like this pair of Champion yoga shorts.

 I'm in like major freak out mode. I'm getting married in about 10 months. I REFUSE to go try on wedding dresses feeling like this. SO, from this point forward - my running isn't going to just be once a week, or when I can find time. I am seriously going to run as much as humanly possible (well not really) but you know what I mean.

And no more, "it's okay if I get Moe's tonight" type ordeals.

I can't gain anymore weight, I seriously refuse. What frustrates me the most is I don't even feel that big. Honestly, I'm not even that big - but I can't get any bigger. I can't afford to.

I can buy a new outfit here and there, but unless I win the lottery tomorrow - I seriously can't buy a new wardrobe. UGH.

I can still fit into MOST of my dresses  and my tops are all fine, it's just my pants, shorts and skirts. Well, you can obviously tell where I put on all my weight. Damn you ass, legs and hips.

Anyways, this is my weight vent. Hopefully, the next time I have something to say about weight it will be something along the lines of, "I've lost weight!!" Let's hope!